There is more to this, I know

It Hurts.
Maybe it’s the weather.
Or maybe it’s just me.
I wish I knew the answer to why I feel so down and lonely.

But really, I don’t want to think about it.
I don’t want to talk about it.
I’ve been let down, and I’ve let down others.
I feel guilty about it,
But that’s the way Johnny wanted it.

There is nothing I can regret or take back.
Things happen for a reason:
Good or bad.
I will have to live with the results,
And move on
As much as it hurts,
As much as I know...
All I can do… is move on with a fake smile.
In life's galore.