Thinking back.

I look down inside,
To find almost nothing,
No thought's of people,
Or crushed dream's cast aside,
Nothing, almost as if I have nothing inside,

I think back,
And see a small girl,
Playing with her friend's and looking around,
A girl that never thought she'd end up like this,
A girl who thought maybe she had something to give,
Until harsh reality got her down,

What could I have become if I made different choice's,
Where would I be if I went down a different road,
If I could see myself now, back then,
Would I still have made the same decion's?
Would I still have wanted to be the person I am?

As I sit here and write this down,
I think about my life now,
I should never have done this to myself,
I should never have become,
What I've become,
An isolated girl,
In a sea of thought,
With no where to turn,
But back down the road she has ran down,

Should I really be down here?
Should I really, be this person

♥Dragon