Frozen

You only see the good
but why won't you
open up your eyes
close the book of lies
and see what I
have to deny
to myself and you.
My smile hides the
pain, the one you
don't want to understand.
But when you were the
main cause of my
almost death, the
one I wanted so badly.
But how did you pull
me out of it without
being here. You lost
all your trust you
had for me. But I gained
more love from you.