My Escape
i love you,
so much that i cannot imagine,
i love you,
the way your eyes sparkled in the morning sun,
i love you,
the way your smile lights up the room,
i love you,
the way your contagious laugh bounced off the barren walls,
your inviting smell,
it is so intoxicating for me,
the scent went up my nose and filled my entire being,
lifting me higher and higher to pure bliss.
your warm arms,
it feels so strong,
i feel so safe in your warm arms and i feel so whole,
never in my life i feel like i belonged.
your sweet voice,
whispering beautiful words,
your warm breathe in my ear made me feel so wanted,
you made me feel like i was needed
but all good things must come to an end,
for once you were here and then you are not,
the space where you stood,
hung empty in the now still air.
i cant feel your eyes on the back on my head again,
watching my every move,
wanting to catch me if i fall,
with a smile on your lips.
i cant see your beautiful smile from the other side of the room again,
so beautifully innocent,
but sinfully sweet,
ready to laugh when i faltered.
i cant hear your adorable laughter ringing in my ears,
a small little snort,
it then turn into a giggle,
then exploded to a contagious laughter.
now those things were no more than memories,
things in the past that i dwell in too much,
not seeing you again makes my heart ache,
more than anyone has ever imagined.
i feel like half my heart is still in your possession,
and you wouldn't give it back when you are already away from me,
you carried it anywhere and everywhere you go,
still feeling the throb of sadness and hurt radiating from it.
my face never brightened up and always dull,
no amount of make up can ever change the fact that im still missing you,
the emotions shown from my face is still very evident,
and from every step i took my emotions would always take control.
sometimes i could still feel your eyes on me,
even if you were gone so far away,
and also sometimes i could still hear your small giggle,
so contagious and sweet.
i know where you are is too far for me to reach,
and too far for me to see your perfect face,
but this steel on my arm seems to be the only escape,
my only way to get to you.
so much that i cannot imagine,
i love you,
the way your eyes sparkled in the morning sun,
i love you,
the way your smile lights up the room,
i love you,
the way your contagious laugh bounced off the barren walls,
your inviting smell,
it is so intoxicating for me,
the scent went up my nose and filled my entire being,
lifting me higher and higher to pure bliss.
your warm arms,
it feels so strong,
i feel so safe in your warm arms and i feel so whole,
never in my life i feel like i belonged.
your sweet voice,
whispering beautiful words,
your warm breathe in my ear made me feel so wanted,
you made me feel like i was needed
but all good things must come to an end,
for once you were here and then you are not,
the space where you stood,
hung empty in the now still air.
i cant feel your eyes on the back on my head again,
watching my every move,
wanting to catch me if i fall,
with a smile on your lips.
i cant see your beautiful smile from the other side of the room again,
so beautifully innocent,
but sinfully sweet,
ready to laugh when i faltered.
i cant hear your adorable laughter ringing in my ears,
a small little snort,
it then turn into a giggle,
then exploded to a contagious laughter.
now those things were no more than memories,
things in the past that i dwell in too much,
not seeing you again makes my heart ache,
more than anyone has ever imagined.
i feel like half my heart is still in your possession,
and you wouldn't give it back when you are already away from me,
you carried it anywhere and everywhere you go,
still feeling the throb of sadness and hurt radiating from it.
my face never brightened up and always dull,
no amount of make up can ever change the fact that im still missing you,
the emotions shown from my face is still very evident,
and from every step i took my emotions would always take control.
sometimes i could still feel your eyes on me,
even if you were gone so far away,
and also sometimes i could still hear your small giggle,
so contagious and sweet.
i know where you are is too far for me to reach,
and too far for me to see your perfect face,
but this steel on my arm seems to be the only escape,
my only way to get to you.