Missing the stars while falling

Love is a stupid game
And now I refuse to play it
I don't want to be that vulnerable
But yet I can't help it
I had my heart hung high
Hoping he couldn't reach
But apparently he didn't care, or just didn't see it
My heart was shot down
And everything came painfully crashing around
All because of one person
It was follish since we never spoke
Yet I wanted him and only him
I guess I'm invisible or just not pretty enough, or I'm just not her
Because when I felt like I have him all my heart and soul
He went running off
I want to obediantly follow
But he's run so far that I can't keep up
It's like I fell from the moon and completely missed the stars
I would have thought he'd atleast help me up
But he didn't even turn around
He just kep running away
While everything was crashing
The weight of my heart is unbearable
And with each beat it gets harder to breathe
I should have known this all along
Known you'd never see me
I was foolish, and I won't make that mistake again
My heart couldn't hurt any more
There's nothing left you can do
Love's a stupid game
And apparently you won
♠ ♠ ♠
random poem kinda rambly but yea at the time it was good
now i think its kinda crappy