Questions To A User

I trusted you,
I loved you,
You were the first to win my heart,
So why did you misuse me?
Why did you use me?
Why are you ignoring me?
Do I not feel pain?
My heart feels shattered,
Did you do this?
I feel numb,
Can I get through this?
Tears from my eyes are leaking,
Will they fade?
Blood oozes from cuts in my arm,
Will it kill me?
I hope so.
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I wrote this poem a while ago when the first guy I had ever had a crush on used me and I had a guy who I was very close to point it out to me and I was really hurt. I hope none of you have had to experience this. Love xxx