That Will Never Be

You can't describe this pain i feel.
My mind has frozen,
In a place where everything is wrong.
With goals I set for myself, I know I'll never reach.
These blood redhalls have filled me with hate.
The mirrors on the walls leave me nothing.
Except this picture of myself,
Warped and twisted around,
To make me look beautiful.
Which I know ill never be.
Can you describe this pain I'm in?
Trapped with this picture of a girl.
A girl with blonde hair and a perfect body.
I can see myself in her, but I know.
That will never be....
That will never be.