Thinking

At night I lie awake
(alone and cold)

Thinking
(words and images running through my head)

Thinking of what you said to me
('I love you')

Thinking of what it meant to me
(The world)

Thinking of how I responded
('I love you too')

Thinking of how it felt
(Like I owned the world)

Thinking of what it was like when you kissed me
(Like I was floating on air and nothing could bring me down)

Thinking of how I felt when you held me close
(So warm and secure)

Thinking of what I needed most at that moment
(you beside me with your arms wrapped around me)

Thinking of what you would say to me
(I'll be by your side forever)

Thinking of our future
(Together with a family and two dogs)

Thinking
(of you)
♠ ♠ ♠
So these are my late night musings about me and my boyfriend. Sorry if it seems really mushy and contradictory to some of my earlier poems. He's really turned my life around and I can honestly say that he means so much to me and that I love him. Just wanted to post this to show how much I care