Should I?

Daddy who buys me presents
And asks 'Who's my baby girl?'
Who is strong and handsome
Who is a knight and a box of candy
Who smells of peppermint and cologne
Is too loving to stay away from me
Who tells me in hugs and kisses, 'You are my angel'
Who tells me in words, 'You are my reason for living'
Whose little eyes are filled with joy
Can't come to my competition
Works all day and all night
Who used to take me to the park
Is a liar
Is a soldier on the wrong side
Is ugly and disgusts me
Doesn't sleep in my house anymore
Is living somewhere new
Who is no longer in my thoughts
Is emptiness and dark and a big black hole
Who left my heart to ache and eyes to flood
Is the pain in my chest that will never leave
Asking 'Do you stil love me?'
Should I, what should i do?