What i need.

I want to cry.
But the tears won't fall.

I want to scream.
But when i open my mouth nothing comes out.

I want to know
Where i belong.

I want to feel
The happyness that everybody around me feels.

I want to understand
Why i wasn't born in a place were i can be happy.

I want to break free
From the chains that are puling me down.

I want a friend
A real one, That understands.

I want my heart to be full
Full of happyness.
The happyness i never feel

I want to laugh
Not only on the out side.

I want so much i will never get.
I don't need to find my one true love. I dont need it.
I just need some one to talk to. Some one that's like me.
I love me friends but they are not what i want. They don't understand.
There not my type. They don't need me. I know that.
It hurts so much to not belong. I cant be happy with what i've got. It's not good enough.

I'm so far away from happyness. I can be happy for a moment. But it never last long.
I need saticfaction.
But mostly i need a true friend.