cut me

I came so far,
lasted so long.
But now I'm back,
and I want it so bad.

That rush in my veins,
that comes with the cut.
That feeling I get,
when the blood meets the air.

I want it now,
so much stronger than before.
I need it now,
so much more than I should.

I want it now,
I need it so.
Let me cut,
and I'll love you more.

please don't make me beg...

you say I can't,
and hide the knife.
I promised I wouldn't,
doesn't mean you can't.

Just take it please,
and make the cut.
Strike me deep,
and end the night.

I need the rush I don't get from you...