Morphine

I need somethinig
I want something
To numb this feeling of nothingness
This deep hole inside my heart

It grows with every blow it takes
Undergoing heavy damage each and every time'
Its not something that can be healed with a band-aid or neosporin
No, it needs much more than that

I overlook it hoping that itll disapear
But it never does
When im alone i think back to what caused it
But that never helps

I need a form of morphine
Something possibly addictive and dangerous
But something that i crave to heal
I need a genuine love in any possible form