A Dream I'll Never Forget

dunno what is happening to me,
one second i hate him, the next,
im worrying.

maybe i should be worried about why.
why do i care so much?
why can't i just let go?

everything seems perfect the way it is.
i don't want to ruin anything.
maybe i should just ignore,
the butterflies in my stomach,
my heart pounding,
and just let go..

i know he'll never be mine.
but a small part of me,
never wants to let go.

as if there's a microscopic chance
that he'd be with me.
Me, ha, that's a funny thought.
cause, he never looked at me twice.

i don't know what to do.
maybe let go and forget,
or maybe just let it be.

but how long until this feeling lasts?
i don't really know.
i always laugh about his jokes,
well, sometimes,
and i call him names, but i don't mean them.

and there's always two questions that pop up,
why do i care so much about him? and
is there a chance..?
maybe not, maybe there is.
i'll never know,

i'll probably keep this feeling locked up,
no one will know,
how hard it is, not to let go.
that fluttering in my stomach,
that pounding in my chest.
maybe it's just a dream, i'll never forget...