Alone

Noone knows how i feel,
there's noone there,
I wish i could only see,
My days are all dark,
And full of pain,
As i write the word HELP,
With my blood,
Every drop from the cuts on my wrist,
All because hope is all i got,
I open my eyes every morning,
But i notice that nothing has changed,
My life is meaningless,
My diary is full of trash,
It's soo fucking hard,
To get along with nothing but empty hands,
All im doing is looking for a rainbow,
But i just noticed that the rainbow im dreaming of has died,
Not long ago i tried to shine,
But it all just turned into nothing but dust,
There is no reason to try,
There's just a reason to die.