Emotions

i used to be able to
control my emotions
not let them control me

i laughed when i wanted to cry
and smiled when i wanted to die
i met you and that all changed

our flirty nature
does not make it easy on my heart
the impact youve left
and havent stopped making

will always be with me
now i wait for you to stop toying
and find out if what we have
is what we show

or if what we have is nothing at all