You Put Up A Good Fight Kid The Worlds Thoughts A Teens Final Word

you put up a good fight kid!
with your mouth shut all the time!
with the need burning in your mouth
you're gonna go far kid!
with your soul closed off and only open when new wounds are delivered!
you tried so hard and got so far!
When? when i was down on the ground crying because i've been such a fool for realizing this world is so cruel!
dont you see what your insults do to me
dont you care?
dont you think i bleed when you insult my imagery
when you say my dreams are stupid!
my taste is tacky!
my body's ugly and fat!
my face could look better!
use the brain you hope god gave me!
Dont you see something wrong
im down on the ground
screaming inside
i need help
but your to busy telling me whats wrong with that
when i finally do yell at you because i cant take the stress
what i get blows and insults
sometimes i do make you cry
and i wanted to say sorry
but how do i do that ?
when you never taught me
how do i say i feel dead inside
when thats weakness in your eyes
how do i admit something is wrong?
when you've showed me only to admit pride!
how do i say that i feel dead inside
when you make me wear this fake smile
but in my eyes you see
the real side of me
the girl who wants to cry, smile, breathe, live, and for once be happy!
how do i say i need a dad
without making you feel like crap
how do i say i need less of a dad in you and more of a mom
without making you feel like me
how do i say i miss the old days when your smile was the only thing on your face
without getting told again what you say i am
how do i tell you that because of you im afraid all of the time
without making you yell
how do i tell yout theres a riot inside of me telling me to break free
without you choking my to death with the chains you have on me
how do i tell you i dont do half the things you say i do
without you trying to test me
how do i tell people my smile is getting old
i need a new home
how do i tell you my laugh is fake
without you telling me im a fake.