This Could Be The Last of Times.

they can't see it
no matter how hard they're looking
they can't see
just how much I'm hurting

I've been locked inside
this darkness that consumes me
I've been in this hell where I hide
and in the end, I cried when you died

it's always following me
everywhere I go
I don't know what to say, or do
I just can't ever let it show

I refuse to let it take me
take what I have left
take what is mine
I can't ever leave it behind

I have this secret
the one thing I regret
If only I could take it back
If only we never met.