State of Mind

Giving up is like
throwing away all your pride.
A way between
life and death.
Why can't I just accept you?
Now your gone.

Here we are
inside a dream.
My own
personal fantasy.

I can see
the fears that
betray me,
bu you didn't notice
so come back,
whisper in my ear
and tell me
this reality.

In the darkness
I can't forget
this regret, this guilt.
But I throw it all away.

An ash colored me
is vanishing slowly.
Are you watching?

If you are,
I want to appologize.
Why can't you see
I'm nothing without you.
Here in my cloud
of uncertainty
where worlds devide.

In a sense its new
this feeling with you.
Its just a state of mind
that might not be true.