Chained to the Wall

I sit here waiting..
thinking of the worst..
I've thought long, and I've thought hard.
it might just be I'm cursed.

cursed to be sad.
cursed to be alone.
cursed to always being hurt.
with pain that hurts to the bone.

like being chained to a wall.
and receive promises every day.
that finally I'll be freed.
and i believe what they say.

but, each time comes.
and I desperately yank on my chain.
wanting freedom..happiness..love.
yet again and again I'm close to going insane..