Your Sparkling Disappointed Blue Eyes

I hate starting over,
The feeling of unknown.
The frightening risk.
The air is so thin,
But I'm starting to think you're worth it.
Your sparkling blue eyes make me fall.

I'd be the girl to leave all shes known,
All that she has wrapped up inside.
All the things she's come accustomed to,
If you wanted it, I would for you.
And your sparkling blue eyes.

But at times I question what I'm doing,
And why I'm even alive.
I'm wasting the air,
For my pointless and selfish life.

I wonder why you like me,
When you could have the world in your hands.
Look at yourself,
See who you are.
You're everything I've ever wanted.
And I wonder what am I to you?

I'm prone to hurting people,
Prone to mess up.
I'm the girl you heard about,
And at the top of the world I'm screaming for help.
Why isn't anyone listening except you?
I see the love and care,
In your sparkling eyes.

I don't want to hurt you.
When I say I love you,
I mean it from the bottom of my heart.
You're my everything.
My savoir.
My best friend.
My blue eyed boy.

When I tell you I might be wasting time,
It's because I'm so afriad.
I don't want to lose you.
But I don't want to hurt you.
What if I mess up?
What if I can't live up to the standards?
When I tell you,
I feel like I've let you down.
The disappointment shines,
In your sparkling blue eyes.

Those sparkling blue eyes.