Im just trying to get through the days

The cut on my hip hurts like hell
It continues to hurn it continues to swell

The pain i feel is a sense of bliss
All my emotions come out with the razor blades kiss

With every scar with every tear
My feelings of joy they turn to fear

My dreams bring me hope every night
But still with myself i continue to fight

I dont think i can stand this emotional sorrow
Never today, maybe tommorow.