Unexplained

Unexplained illusions
Feelings in my heart
I know why I’m hurting
But I don’t know where to start
Chased by these emotions
So desperately try to hide
Happiness engulfs me
It drives me to insanity
I accept my hurt to fill me
Wanting this so badly
My masochistic mind
So mutilated by my being
In life I stand alone
In pain I share no victim
In power
I have never been
Unexplained territory
I so badly conquer