I Am

I am loving and determined,
I wonder if things are going to get better
I hear people reassuring me
I see the picture perfect future
I want the picture perfect future
I am loving and determined.

I pretend like things are fine most of the time
I feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders
I touch a bit of the future I want
I worry about never reaching my goals
I cry about losing my future
I am loving and determined.

I understand that things have to get worse before they get better
I say over and over that things will be better
I dream about having my picture perfect future
I try not to mess up what I have in front of me
iI hope I can be as perfect as possible
I am loving and determined.