The Current Situation

Twice a week I talk to him,
Twice a week we kiss,
Twice a week he says 'i love you',
I did not sign up for this.

Everyday she talks to him,
Everyday they kiss,
Everyday he says 'i love you',
Why can't I have this?

He wonders why I doubt his love,
He wonders why I'm sad,
He wonders why I'm jealous,
And sometimes down right mad.

I'll tell you now that I'm not happy,
I'll tell you now that this is no lie,
Cause if this keeps on going,
I'll have to say good-bye...

Will I be strong enough to leave you?
Will I be strong enough to go?
Will I be strong enough to say 'i dont love you'?
Cause I really do.
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My first real crack at poetry.