RIP Drummer

Here it is, the 21st.
It happened 25 days ago.
Yet only now I realize what I have lost.
It took some time to hit me.
It only sunk in now.
Now that it has settled in.
My visions very glum.
My sleep cycle is absurd.
My appetite is gone.
I walk around in circles listening to your song.
My stepmom has asked me lately bout the rings around my eyes.
Bout the blue and green bruises on my thighs.
Everything is darker.
The way that I perceive.
My room.
My heart.
General light.
It has drained away with him.
Slowly, day by day taking it without me knowing.
Maybe that's why it hurt so bad.
It came so suddenly.
I need you.
I grieve you.
I love you Jimmy.