i found a way

i found a way to control myself,
but i'll act up in such a weird way.
i found a way to clear my mind,
but instead, it piles up so high.
i found a way to conquer my fears,
go back in time and shed some tears.
i found a way to talk out loud,
now i have to scream and shout.
i found a way to cure my sore throat,
take the syrup, and hope not to choke.
i found a way to make some peace,
talk to family, and take a ease.