Please Don't Go. I'm Sorry!

This lie burns deep within.
How could I ever tell you, my friend?
We've been through a lot and that's a fact.
But for this it's courage to tell you that i lack.
I told you I stopped, but the truth
is it wasn't for very long.
Now I've kept it going secretly.
I'm trying to stop, but this way is harder.
Especially when my mother's voice grows louder.
I want to tell you.
Please, don't get me wrong.
I'm just more afraid is all.
I don't want to see dissapointment in your eyes, or
sadness because you will know I lied.
I wont blame you if I lose your trust, but
I'll find a way to earn it back someday that is a must.
I'm sorry I did it again.
I'm sorry I lied .
I'll hate those scars forever till I die.
Just please don't leave for I need you to stay.
Without you here will I make it through another day,
because if I lose you I would end up in a grave.
No one would ever even remember my name.