Darlin'

Darlin'

you look like you bite
Not the best chat up line ever but I fell for you hook line and sinker.
You were charming and sweet, a musician, an artist and a poet, you possessed a kind nature and a sweet smile.
You tugged hard on my heart stings showing me things I'd forgotten about relationships. You told me I was beautiful, you lifted me so high, only to drop me to the ground without care.

I was your dark pleasure, your beautiful secret.
We lost hours to each other every night, I trusted you with my deepest pains and tried to help heal your broken heart.
You made me feel beautiful, you made me feel worth something. I exposed to you my true self, the shy and scared child behind the mask and I trusted you.

I trusted you and I repayment you threw it all back in my face, you cast me off so easily, you acted like those weeks meant nothing to you, I hope that did mean something to you.
I hope that in your new found happiness sometimes I cross your mind, a fleeting memory of a sad girl with pretty eyes.

I long to ask you if truly I ever meant anything to you, if you said those things with any honestly, if our plans really meant anything to you or was I just some silly girl ready to do anything for a compliment, did you pray on my insecurities? Or did you honestly mean each sweet thing you said?

You took away my summer from me, you stole so many hours, so much I'll time never get back but it's still time I would waste on you now, it scares me to think that all you'd have to do was wander back into my life with you smile and your guitar and I'd fall for you again any how.

So Darlin', I'm gonna take my beautiful smile and my eyes like mirrors of undeniable vanity and I'm gonna take my sultry tiredness and I'm gonna give it to someone else.

Regards, Your Sugar Coated Strawberry.