iv gone through that

I have gone through that.
It all feels like youv been hit with a baseball bat.
Right in the gut so your out of words,
Iv gone through that before.

Iv cried threw the pain.
Iv tried to imangin it as a game.
Where theyl wake up again.
And ill be able to see them.

Iv gone through that.
It hurt a lot.
I had help but i chose not to take it.
And know i have to deal with it.

Im still griving over it.
Im still tring to get this candle lit.
Ill be able to see one day.
Where everything is okay.

Its not over yet.
This life we live to be at.
the miles we run to get away from things.
So we can sleep better at night and have things okay.