Abandoned

I never got to live my life
I never got to care
I was taken much too early
Because life's just not fair

I was so very young
Right in the prime of age
The stories of my life
Covered just one page

And now as I lay here
Underneath the grass and dirt
I have time to reflect
On those of whom I hurt

I could've made things different
I didn't mean to live that way
So now I wait in the damp and cold
Alone here every day

I was recklessly abandoned
Just like I was reckless too
It seems I've been forgotten now
I wish to see just you

You were the one I cared for most
While my life stood in place
I wish you'd just stop by here
So I could see your face

But the days have come and gone
And will remain just so
I'll lie in wait, here in the dark
Because I cannot go

I'm not wanted in Heaven
Nor down below in Hell
So I must stay right where I am
I don't like it too well

But nothing matters anymore
Long after I have gone
I'll watch you live your life up there
Until my day has come