Piercing the Night in a minor key.

Walls of darkness engulf the night
blocking my chance of salvation
l struggle to find solace in sleep
And strive to stay alive in the light.
My dreams are my demons.
But with me they stay in the day

Every hour is haunted
Each minute is pain
Stabbing at the tears,
jesting at my fears.
Lonely, but surrounded by vices

Why am i the one that fades by day?
And not my memories, that grow stronger.
Stronger with light and darkness
As they consume my strenght
Until i am nothing.

Weakened by all my mistakes
LIke pins in a coffin,
i'm omnipotently hurt
where i can see nothing but dirt
I'm too far in over my head,
and my black tears stream

But tears and blood wash out.
Memories fade- slowly.
And makeup covers an conceals
so I'll write it all down,
ripping pages that won't heal.
Except as I shout.
Screams into the night,

why don't these walls fall?
Where is the savior?
I know you see my scars
A diary on my skin.
Can you hear me?

Don't cage me in your warm bars
Your sympathy is just misery
Yet I'd love the company...
No more lies, We know it won't be okay.

Now stop to look through this wall of tears,
If you'd just listen I bet you'd hear,
(Because I guess you couldn't read how,)
Well, shut up. And listen now:
Can you hear me screaming?