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It starts with two words
Just two small words that bring everything crashing down

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Thats when it starts
The crushing feeling within in your chest
Your mind is spinning
So many thoughts
So much confusion

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You think of all those people
Everyone last one of your friends
Could it be?

Fratically you text them all
Praying for some replay
Your desperate now
Numb

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You wait and wait
Your stomuch turns
You feel sick and dizy

All your regrets seem to hit you
All the things you wish you said
Even those you wished you hadn't

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Twenty minutes pass and still no word
Your wishing now
Praying on the slightest hope
That it wasn't someone you loved

Then it comes that buzzing sound
And everything goes so distant
Your mum is talking on the phone
Though the sounds just don't relate

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She turns and tells you
It wasn't someone you loved
But an aquatence
A sigh of relief
Thats when it hits you

Pain and heartache from the lose
Of a member of this gaint family
Relief from the fact it wasn't someone dear

Selfishness hits the hardest
The feeling of guilt
Whilst you are sat so relieved
Someone elsewhere isn't

Elsewhere in the country someone morns there loss
And yet here you are

Then you think through all the effort could one more pair of hands helped
If you had been there could you have helped
Could that life be safe.

You know these thoughts are stupid
You know there was no more to be done
But deep down you can't help it

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