What or What Not

Do you do this on purpose,
to break me even more?
Do you even know I'm hurting,
[even more than before]?
You targeted my close friend
for your "love" and affection.
You bashed me and I was there.
Full and total rejection.
I swear I'm sorry,
that I broke you apart.
But you seem to have recovered;
Dis I ever even affect your heart?
Love is a commitment,
one I showed I can't do.
But you claimed you loved me!
And, I swear, I loved you too.
Regardless of the intensity,
the love was a true feeling.
The regret I have, true remorse,
and your pure hatred leaves me reeling.