First

bury me alive,
i don't want these feelings anymore.
it's eating me out inside,
i just want it to stop.
feel numb,
build walls and shut you out,
indistructible.
alone i can think,
can i just say it out loud?
too risky.
the walls crumble when ours eyes lock,
i try and hide from the hurt,
i don't want to feel,
the hurt of if you don't love me back.
so I keep it bottled up inside,
i'm quiet and i wait,
until someone meanigful comes along,
but i'll always rememeber you,
you were the first...