Why Would You?

Why should it matter how i feel?
Why should you care if this pain is real?
You say i should take care of myself for i would be miss if i died.
In my head i yell, "That's a lie!"
How can this world miss someone they never really knew.
All that matters is i paid my dues.

You can never miss someone that was never really there.
So please stop pretending like you care.
My tears may as well appear to dissapear into thin air.
You'll never notice how bad my heart breaks each time you raise the stakes.

Just let me die and solve this deliemma.
In no time ill fade away like an old memory.
You wont even remember that it was her voiced that called your name.
Never remembering how her tears would fall down like the rain.
Soon you'll forget all about the girl you knew in pain.