What If I Can Let Go?

All the times I said i needed you
everything i did to keep you here
what if i could make it all alright again?
what if i could just go away...

I can let go,
find someone else
find someone who won't leave
find someone who will actually love me

but what's that to say
about my personality?
do i just hop around between partners?
or do i truly love and loose?

I want to leave you,
and you have left me in the past
so why dont i just leave
and everything will be alright again.

no more pain
no more intellect
no more thinking
no more lust
no more envy
no more jealousy
no more loosing
only gaining.

Can I let go?