i'm so....

i'm so bored,
i could cry for no damn reason.
i'm so mad,
i wanna kill any fucker that gets in my way!
i'm so brutally ill,
i don't think i'll be able to see tomorrow.
i'm so happy,
i wanna kiss the first guy i meet!
i'm so tired,
i think i'll go to sleep for the eternity.
i'm so lost,
because i know you're not around.
i'm so sad,
'cause i couldn't see you when you died.
i'm so regreting....
'cause i don't have a memory of us together.

to grandpa....i miss you so much. i love you
see you up there.