relapse

your eyes are wide open
but you still can’t see
and my heart is dancing
but there is no beat
if this time you’ll hurt no souls
you’re too late
you’re too late.

because i’m collapsed
might as well relapse
you see my heart’s not broken
it’s merely not what
it used to be.

april’s gone so let’s move on
to the warmer weather
i’m ready for the showers just as long
as i’m not alone.
are you here?
you’re not here.

and i’m collapsed
might as well relapse
i’m not alone.
are you here?
you’re not here.

and i’m collapsed
might as well relapse
you see my heart’s not broken
it’s merely not what
it used to be.
because i’m collapsed
i’m collapsed

and she’s whole.
♠ ♠ ♠
the meaning of this would probably be that i'm in love with my best friend.