Again

I open my eyes,
Only to find,
You are gone from my side
Again.
I struggle for breath,
And tears envelope me,
I try to remember our good times
Again.
You whispered gentle words,
And made me feel so loved,
And now I don't want you to come back
Again.
But there you stand,
Holding out you arms to me,
And I walk back into them
Again and Again.
I wonder why I do it,
But you tell me you love me,
And I know I will continue to love you
Again and Again and Again.
♠ ♠ ♠
This is probably my favorite poem I've written over the years.