White & Black.

I still remember when I was happy, I had a smile on everyday;
I used to have a wonderful time, I used to laugh and play.

My life was so full of colour, nothing could have went wrong.
I made jokes with everyone, and everyday, I sung a song.

But there comes a time, for everyone, when nothing is as it seems,
Where everything you know has changed, and you lose your self-esteem.

That clear blue sky I used to see slowly fades to grey;
And quite suddenly, everything around me gets duller with each day.

I only see in black and white, and I start to want it that way
There's no more colour there to save me each and every day.

I start to lose control over myself, I'm slowly losing my charm:
And the only colour I can see are the blood red slashes on my arm.

I start to get angry over little things, I'm slowly losing my mind,
I'm losing friends because of this cause; I'm no longer sweet and kind.

I don't know when the colours will come to grant my happiness back,
But 'till then, I'm full of pain and anger; for I see only in white and black.