Do You Want to Know a Secret? (I will never give in)

Do you want to know a secret?
Do you want to know a few?
If you want, I'll tell them to you...

There are times when I'm afraid.
Everyone is afraid sometimes.
But there are days
When I'm afraid for my life.

There are days when I'm scared
To live in my house.
So sometimes I won't speak for weeks.
And I tread lightly, like a mouse.

A monster lives here,
She is hidden in shadow
She reaches out from the darkness,
She wants me to follow

I will never give in
Though her words cut like a sword.
She is angry, angry, angry...
Angry that I find strength in the Lord.
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Today, I stood up to my Mom. I cut her off in the middle of her yelling at me. It felt really good. But I know things will never be the same...