The reason for my beating heart

From the moment I wake up to the moment I full asleep
He is there, in my dreams
The reason for my pain
The reason for looking up

I dream of him, as he hunts my nights
Feeling my heart with desperation
I look in his eyes, as they watch something by
I think of all the things we could do
Though they are not gonna come

I fear I have waisted my life
Daydreaming about a lie
A young love as they say
But a real love to me

I see him passing by
No stares torwards my eyes
As I stand, I feel a tear
Tears run free and my heart stays still

I dream of him every night
As he is the reason for my pain
And the why I look up.