Let me live or Let me die

Let me bleed my sins away
Bleeding metallic sins so still
Poison songs of apologies
With a deadened void to fill

Let me influence desires
Justice of pressurized time
Fingertips of ardent Spirits
Repetition of a lustrum crime

Let me alter my reality
Sipping a disease so empty
Alone in crimson company
So darkness, it may tempt me

Let me distort this eternal torture
Devotion to suffering so dire
Perversions of mutilation
Scarred by this unrighteous fire

Let me question meanings
For this unstable silk existence
Always liquid promises
And always plush resistance

Let me be forgotten
And denied my final breath
This world has nothing for me
All this world has is death