Drowning

Im drowning again
held down by your hands
my growth is stunted
my hands stained red
tainted with you lies
and fake promises
asphyxiated by your smothering hands
why cant i grow up
mum and dad its really time
time for you to say goodbye
to your son
he loves you so
but he really needs to go
i need to live, i need to die
i need to plant my own plant
in this garden of life
i need to survive
without you up my ass
i need you to let me live
a life thats not you lie
i need to live
i need to grown old and die