reasong of a suicidal adolescent or split personality

i hate you
forget that fact and perish alone
this hatred is the closest thing to love that you will ever feel
ignore this hatred and live death out to the fullest potential
if you believe you do not reside in hell as of yet
i hate you
you are evil
no single ounce of goodness flows within those cylindrical tubes that wind their way around your skeletal interior
the world does not require you to function
society condemns you
but not as much as i do
i hate you
with all my heart
and with my soul
i have no use for you
no one does
people put up welcoming facades to lure you to your doom
so you believe
so it is true
i do not believe in you
or that you can do anything
i hate you
you hate you too
do not deny the obvious truth
hatred is the only thing you feel towards yourself
so i can never love you until you love you
a fruitless endeavor to be sure
trying to make either of us love you
if you die i die
when i die your breathing will cease
our heartbeats aligned we shall never part
not even when the dust we form has settled
i hate you
i should push you off this precipice right now
in fact i think i shall