straight edge kids on L.o.V.e

i laugh
and cry a little

when i think of the time
i had gotten high
spent a lil too much time with them stoners, you see
you had teased me
and they were tossing me at parked cars
i was laughing so hard
to the point of hyper-ventilation
but on the inside... i wasnt so happy

you looked at me with those killing eyes
as he held you with tattooed arms
your lip-piercings that you often lost
glistened in the sun
as you smiled and said
"she's too high to be jealous"
but you KNOW thats a lie
i stared at you
my eyes reddened and watery

i cried.
but i laughed a little...