unrequited love

i barely see you ever
it's taken oh so long
to see your face and realize
i have one thing for which i long
to stand with you for just a moment
and look into your eyes
and learn the truth
do i like you?
do you like me?
is this all just a flippant fantasy
where the lines become blurred
and vision always fails
i long for a moment
when feeble love prevails
yes its true
im a cynic
but even more true
is my longing for you
i think ive come to terms with it
i want a special moment
out under the stars in the rain
a simple kiss
a light impassioned peck
a moment where i can feel if this is real
is this the truth
or are you a fantasy?