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You suck stupid bitch whore go die in a
hole. Scream fuck the world and go cry alone.
You are lost now and you can't find the way.
Go and cry and bleed and yell and then moan.
All alone you are now and alone you
will stay- until you learn to love
another like yourself. What will you do
when you must make that final dreaded move
after this life? I will be all alone.
I would die right now if only I could.
I am scared- I want all this to be gone.
if i could just pull the trigger I would.
All the pieces of my life just don't fit.
Fuck this- screw life- I'm threw with all of it.