BROKEN HEAT

Pain that is all my heart knows
All hope has been destroyed
You say you can't tell her cause you cant stand to hurt her
But you didn't seem to have any trouble hurting me
I thought i meant more to you then that
What about my feelings do they not count for anything
I feel used like a SLUT
Like you did it just because you know that i would given in like a SLUT
I thought that i was going to finally be happy but i was wrong like always
I proved how stupid i really am
I was in love with you and you broke my heart again
How did i let this happen
I should have stopped it all
I wish that i could tell her everything that happened
I feel like i am the only one that feels bad about what happened
It doesn't even seem to bother you that you cheated
How can you just stay with her and pretend like nothing happened
You lead me to believe that you wanted this to
What did i do to deserve any of this
Your always throwing it in my face that you have a GIRLFRIEND
I don't know what was going on in this stupid head of mine
I am always making mistakes and sometimes i wonder if i ever learn from them
I would have done anything for you
I love you with ever piece of my shattered heart!
why can't i STOP?