I Still..

At the middle of the night the truths are revealed.
The feelings are brought to life.
The tears drown my scarred face.
My whole body feels numb from the pain

We both wish that this went better
I wish that those lies were true
You wish you never met me
Be careful what you wish for

Now after all of the tears are gone
Yet there are still some left
I call the boy
The one that actually understands me

The undeniable feelings of joy I get from his voice
How is it so hard to accept it?
Too bad the distance will kill us
We tried it once, but failed.

We share everything
Even though you're with her
You tell me everything instead
I love you still

You're sorry for the butterflies you give me
And I'm sorry for the betrayal to her
Morning through night
We can't ever forget

The pain grows as you two love each other more
I'm stuck in the dark with what is left of my hope
It's ok, because you're happy
And you both love each other

I just wish it was us
No complaints though
We're still here
Through the tears and pain

I still love you